My chihuahua Alfie was 10 he kept good health to …

Comment on Pet loss and self-forgiveness by Heather Miller.

My chihuahua Alfie was 10 he kept good health to six months ago he had a heart murmur he was on heart pills, as he was collapsing ,he was ok sometimes I could not get his med into him and he would hide it ,the pills were stopping him collapsing to about a fortnight ago he started to collapse again,but I used to bring him round by massaging his heart but we’d 22/3/2003.2days ago got up in the morning two bowls of water were out one for my other dog and one for him with his tablet in it he ran for the other bowl I took it of him and he ran into his bed so I left him and iwould give him his medicine later as it was early morning ,went to get him and he had died ,can’t forgive myself.🥲