Comment on Pet loss and self-forgiveness by Victor.

I had to put two dogs down in the same day I could have saved one but financially it was too much I could have put it on a credit card but I chose not to in the last year I had to put down two other dogs all about the same age they were all around 12 years old the guilt from putting the last two down is overwhelming one was in pretty bad shape the other one I could have saved but it was financially bad for me look at her eyes when they took her away is and was unbearable I don’t know if I can ever forgive myself some days it’s so hard to deal with I won’t even go in my backyard because it’s too lonely back there at one time all four used to sleep in my bed I really miss that being alone without my poodle pack I’m just so lost I had my kids their whole life all of them for 12 plus years I just don’t know what to do the house is so lonely without my little friends I don’t know if you ever post this but I think I needed to write it down I have tears running down my face as I’m talking about this all four of my girls were Pound puppies I will cherish every memory of them forever I have no regrets but sometimes the guilt of putting an animal down and having to choose to put one down because of financial hardship it’s just unbearable I don’t know if anybody will ever see this but thank you for letting me get this off my chest