Comment on Dealing with flashbacks after the death of your pet by Cee.

I lost my 3 year old apbt on Thanksgiving this year. I bottle fed her from 4 weeks old due to circumstances with the mother.. I watched her grow from a tiny little pup to a beautiful healthy adult.. We had so much fun together I have so many memories with her. I am a single man with very few friends an not much family… So she was really all I had in this world that made me happy.. Unfortunately the day before Thanksgiving I left for work never thinking in a million years that she would grab my bottle of vitamin c with zinc gummys…. But she did an chewed the bottle until she got into it an ate them all…. When I got home that night she seem fine I sat on my sofa with her watching TV an fell asleep not knowing she had got into those gummys… (this is so hard) later that night I woke up to her vomiting an I immediately went into panic.. In my panic I finally walked into my room and seen what she had eaten an my heart dropped… Zinc poisoning.. I immediately called my vet to no avail it was Thanksgiving an he was out of town I frantically tried to find an emergency vet nothing anywhere near… As all this is going on my baby girl is getting worse by the minute it seemed.. I’m not going to go into detail on what all I had to watch my baby girl go threw before she passed away in my arms later that day.. The flashbacks I have an the extreme overwhelming guilt I feel I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy… I would give anything for just one more day with her.. She was all I had