Comment on Dealing with flashbacks after the death of your pet by JJ Fernando.
After midnight today I lost my baby Max. He was a beautiful smart, funny and sweet dog. He was always there for me everytime I felt alone or when I have mental breakdowns. He died in my arms, puking then having seizures and I keep having flashbacks of it. I can still hear him struggle. I can still hear my own screams and sobs. It was so unexpected but honestly I am still thankful I got to be there for him. I hope he watches over us and is somewhere out there happy and safe. I still am a bit in denial, sometimes I feel like he’s just gonna show up with his ears perked up and his tail wagging while he does his silly turns. It hurts, but I’m trying to tell myself that he is okay now. Run free Maximus. I love you.