About over a month ago, i lost my childhood cat. …

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about over a month ago, i lost my childhood cat. we knew it was coming to an end because he wasn’t starting to get very weak and lose weight and just would simply not use the bathroom without one of us taking him to his box. one day, we washed him up because he had food all over him from when we force feed him, he had red speckled spots on his stomach. we took him to the vet and he was put down. i constantly replay the flashback in my head or replay that day in my head. it hard for me to talk about it to anyone because i’m suppose to be over it by now. i cry randomly and my boyfriend understands, but i know it’s hard for him. i’m also in an ecology class that talks about animals dying a lot and it makes me instantly go back to the day everything happened. it makes it hard for me to focus on things too. everything gets tuned out and all i can think about is the day.