Comment on Dealing with flashbacks after the death of your pet by Rhona Quinn.
I have just gone through something similar. 18year old cat developed breathing difficulties last week, found to have massive amounts off fluid around her lungs, heart. She was in the vets for ages in distress, like yourself they said option was to let her go. I asked for them to try draining & she perked back up. But it was very temporary…. I had to make the heart breaking decision to help her pass on Tuesday 20th July. I stayed with her, but she fought it & it was horrible. I miss her very much – she helped me through some very hard times. Her sister is still with us and Im wracked with worry for her as she was the one with issues not Bru. I am so broken, so sad.
Biggest hugs to you all