Comment on Rehoming a pet: How to cope with the grief by Amy.

Rhonda, I contemplated suicide recently. And checked myself into a voluntary facility. What you are saying sounds very painful and may need psychiatric care.. I could not care for myself.
It sounds like you have another dog who needs you which is a blessing. It needs you to care for yourself along with it. That’s one positive I don’t have because I could only rescue one at a time. Try to think about the activities you could be doing for its life enrichment.
Give your little a squeeze for me.