Comment on Grieving the loss of your horse by Marco Polo.
Had to put down my best friend of 1 year last week, it hurt like hell with just one year of memories, I could never imagine 22. I get how you feel and trust me, your not alone, my Marco was so sweet and gentle and I still havent gone back to the barn. I know this post is old, but I hope this still helps get over the pain I know still is there.