My baby Violet had to be pts yesterday, she was …

Comment on Gone too soon: Coping with the loss of a young pet by Kathy.

My baby Violet had to be pts yesterday, she was a 16 months old English bull terrier and I am hurting beyond beliefs.
Absolutely everything in the house reminds of her or some mischief she had done…. I’m not coping very well at all.
She suddenly lost the ability to walk and was given a steroid injection for spinal trauma, but even if at first she looked more like herself, her situation did not improve. Yesterday was the 5th day and she was in a great deal of pain and I had to make the call I did not want to make.
I can’t see past what happened, I am in physical pain, I have this horrible metallic taste in my mouth. I’m going over and over it wondering if I should have done.
I just want her back, it was too short, I will never get this relationship back, I will never get to hug her, see her silly face or call her nane again 💔💔