I just put my 14y old cat paco to sleep, …

Comment on Feeling relief after pet loss by kayfab.

I just put my 14y old cat paco to sleep, he was a blue russian and the love of my life, i almost lost him to a virus when he was 6 months old, he as been with me every since.

When he was 11 he started to lose some weight, muscle mass but that was due to old age, he had water on is lungs i had no choice to put him to sleep. The pain was intense, but after being stressed for 3 years if also felt relief. In all of this i suffer too, i did not want him to go, i wanted to keep him forever but i guess he was 14 after all.

I also lost Lily my calico cat, she threw up for 3 years i went to the vet many times with her, they never found the cause, she was 13.

I have one cat left Tabby cat Maddy, she will be 6 this year, after she is gone my heart can’t take it anymore.

As much as i love animals, in the later years seeing the suffering i can’t go trough this anymore. I will not adopt anymore pets.