Comment on Nearing the end: How to deal with anticipatory grief for a terminally ill or elderly pet by Belinda Moreno.
I have all of the same questions run through my head everyday since I got Jillian’s diagnosis. This is the worst. I try to live in the moment, but I can’t stop crying. It hurts to know her body is dying with cancer, I hurt knowing that I will have to live my life without her and it hurts, the thought of being alone, when she is all I have. I also am mad, because she is so sweet and does not deserve to go like this. She never hurt anyone.